Sunday, July 13, 2008
i wouldn't want a year full of regrets.
I have had enuf of this. I wouldn't allow my year be ruined just like this. I know it's full of regrets le, and so be it. Regrets are regrets, they are holes in my heart that I can only wish to fill. But there's still more I should look forward to. I reminisce times when I could still dream, when I could still afford to be worry-free. And I know I am envious. Just envious about how other people might have had things done their way. But no I am not jealous. I do have high hopes. But when I know they are uattainable, I might be sad and depressed over it but I'll get over it. I wouldn't allow jealousy to step in.
And I know it's gg to be a tedious task. So stay with me old friend. Stay with me.
humans are defined by how they choose to end things.
i was with you @ 10:29 pm