Sunday, August 27, 2006
Strive to prove other's conception on u is wrong.
Work to show others u can do it.
These ideas seem so close to us. Especially in this society in which ppl have pre-conceived conceptions and assumptions on how u will be like in the future. Work hard to prove all these wrong is what we do daily. Fight for what we believe is what we strive every moment.
Yet so, I find these ideas so disturbing... Must our motivation root from negative comments and conceptions on us? Can't we focus on more positive things around us? Is life about removing all resistance, or is it about protecting what you believe? Or am i polarising things too much?
Isn't life suppose to be positive in outlook, cheerful in perception? Why have our lives dwell into the unknown of being cynical and proving others wrong. Think this life has become too difficult for us to have a clear cut case of whether u r doing things for the sake of doing, or doing it for what you believe.
Belief is a very powerful tool. Have you ever had this experience. You thought u can never climb that rock wall in front of you. But by being there you have already scaled half of the wall. The other half is up to you whether you believe you can do it.
I only have with me some gifts for the mind and heart. This gift is no other than faith itself. Not that of religion, but that of the belief in attainability and achievability of ALL in the world. NOTHING is impossible. (Sounds so clinque, but it is TRUE!!!!)
I strive hard to attain what I want, what I believe. And this is the fuel of my energy. This energy I have with me never runs out, and I shall fuel my dreams with it, so they can fly to where the sky ends, farther and farther such that I can see them come true in front of me, right before my eyes.
I believe. Don't you?
i was with you @ 11:12 pm
Saturday, August 26, 2006
This week on....
Nothing much actually. Simply put, this week is actually a NORMAL week for me... wow... actually managed to grab some time for myself... and that's very useful. :)
Anw.... today was Ge Yao 2006... The teams were good. Well done Chi Society. Well done Ruixiong! The event was very good. i enjoyed the performance. Guess it is one of the very few times in which I actually found the performance nice.... haha ok I am being mean....
Celebs were invited to this concert... and it totally increased the concert's value. Actually the teams' performance was more interesting as the songs we have yet to know them since it is their "creations". Not forgetting that they started planning for this long ago, and this indeed is the fruit of their labour. Well done!
Today's class dinner wasn't really a class dinner... but I think it is still good... haha
This world is small, yet we never crossed paths for so long, is it fate?
i was with you @ 11:22 pm
Sunday, August 20, 2006
hey hey....
ok back to normal.... ranting again... ranting ranting ranting...
Anw.... the past week was damn tiring....
First up, KI symposium.... everything went rather FINE..... could have been better though.... planning stages should start earlier next year, so no more mad rushes for all.... Many thanks to all who made it possible! Especially Xuan Ping, Erik, Zhaolong, Tongyuan, Ruixiong, and all who brought their laptop: Jia Yun, Shiu Yuen, Sin Hwee, Ronald, Ruixiong (again), and oh sry Jia Yun! made u bring it here and bring back without using it! i feel so guilty.... so sry..... More thanks to all who helped out, essentially whole S70, namely Ren Yi, Sera, Ivan, Zhi Xiong, Yee Chien, Kai Xiong, and anyone if I din name u... sry.... Thanks to all participating Schs and teams... u were great! look forward to nxt yr's symposium!
Nxt up (which is essentially nxt day), Bio SPA! oh mann... I wonder how would I score for it la..... quite ok but I think I did something wrong..... and my supervising teavher is Mrs Foo! it's like both happy and stressed la... lucky she din pt out anything wrong... I hope nothing wrong with my readings! and hope everything is fine.... and I am so screwed for theoretical basis pls.... argh found out i did things that r not required and might have even left ot essential explanations! oh man.... darn
nxt up (again, nxt day, due to our super good teachers and planning), Maths Test..... darn it... everybody is like getting so varied ans for P & C, I hope everything's fine....
ok then today... juz came back frm diner with CIs and HO.... discussed certain issues la... and got job to do le... ensure div is working well.... muz pia NPCC! haha
ok nxt week is much better.... at least it will not be that pia anymore.... I hope everything will work out fine this coming week....
Missing every moment, cherishing every memory
i was with you @ 11:04 pm
Friday, August 18, 2006
I need some time to think about what I am doing....
I need something to spur me on....
I need some space to think about all that I have done...
I need some motivation for my future
I need to think about my future. Our future. The future out there....
The future I yield for might not be the most attainable, and I fear losing what I have gotten....
I think I might have asked for too much.... when I do not think I did what I ought to..... I hope everything will turn out fine....
I asked for all these.... while I know I might not get them.... but I still have hope.
For the light that once shone on me, is diminishing.... where have it gone to..?
I hope you can come back... For all will be fine then.
Hope never fails you, unless u fails to see hope in your life.
i was with you @ 10:33 pm
Saturday, August 12, 2006
argh!!!!! Damn stress
Nxt week is MADNESS!
Ok i will be having KI Symposium, Bio SPA and Maths Lecture test nxt week! Wow! How cool can anything get.... U see.... KI symposium I am in e working com as log ic... then bio spa is like damn stressful and still got maths test to top it all up! Waah... i dunnid to rest le....
And oh promos in 6 weeks' time... omg....
argh i need catering for my symposium!!!!! So little money.... how to get! omg omg.... muz convince some caterer to help us.... haha
Anw.... oh countdown 3 wks to some day.... haha
have a relatively nicer day!
Waiting for you...
i was with you @ 1:12 pm
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Happy National Day Everyone!!!!!
Nat Day today!!! Woohoo!
Happy Birthday Singapore!!!!!!!!!
And oh NDP '04 contingent-mates! Still misses u all as much!!!!!
Take care everyone!
Have a great day!
i was with you @ 1:10 pm
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Woohoo.... wad a day
today was nat day celebration. Ok the parade I must say it is quite ok only..... I was like commenting on thier drills in the terraces la.... and was like praying hard for no cadet to fall out... which in turn there is REALLY no cadet who fell out. YES! that's good. But the drills really still have room for improvements la... i dunno wad to say le... they trained hard, and i can see they did put in their effort, maybe not best effort, but really appreciate the effort they put in and showed us and i tink if tis effort is greater, there can be greater improvements.
after that was ep3 appreciation ceremony. As usual our high sch principal went up to say a whole lot of appreciative words... Ya then we got tokens of appreciation and letter of appreciation. Funny la... heard frm KX their letter is put NCC Club... omg.... so lame la..... LOL
After that went for class lunch then FALCON OUTING! ok i must admit i left early la.... cuz i got Nat Day Dinner.... but I really had fun! It rox! haha.
oh tml's NDP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 yrs aniversary!!!!!!!!!! Yayy! 2 yrs on and i still miss u guys!!!!!! NDP '04 rox!
Missing you daily has become a habit, and I have grew to accustom to your ways...
i was with you @ 9:45 pm
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Ytd was Area Chalet! Oh man.... went for e bbq and stayed a while.... sorry guys! but really had tons of fun while there.....
Ok let me state my schedule ytd... ok went back to sch for LEAPs... Grooming... LOL... ok it was fun la... and the person was like correcting my leg position when i stand and that it should be parallel to each other like huh? that's so difficult la.... omg.... i was like stand there and get corrected. Ok not only I got this prob.... KX oso.... UG ppl all liddat la... LOL... anw... it was quite fun and we enjoyed ourselves learing wad type of face shape we are, wad type of colour goes best with us etc... it was fun.
Then after that... went to NSRCC for Area Chalet.... ok at chalet there a lot of ppl... got our CIIS too and we played heart attack and I was like losing so badly la.... And we were like a bunch of crazy ppl sitting on the floor playing cards and cannot stop laughing! and and and sry senior! (oops, i forgot the name) I beat too hard when it was me who won the round.... sry sry!
When it was "half time", Weiyu and I ran off to play pool at the clubhouse and thx weiyu for the 2 games! Ok i muz say I am damn newbie at pool can... and weiyu can play pool really well.... ok muz learn frm him some other day...
went back for bbq and surprise surprise.... u noe who came? it was like li4 dai4 hcnpcc CIs are all here can.... except some... but almost la.... it was damn fun when we joke etc and had lots of fun... Chee Hao is damn good at baking marshmellows.... I am not bad too eh.... so we bake and bake and bake and bake... LOL.... and we were like standing ard the bbq pit and koping food once it is ready... haha
Took the last bus service out of NSRCC with SJI CIs... they are really fun ppl... Ok big thx to all who prepared this BBQ and chalet! Really enjoyed myself! It was great! Hope to have it soon again... mybe like in the hols or something! haha..
Ok that's it for ytd.... quite fun-filled... today is totally pia day... pia hw etc... wahaha... but then i deviate to play e guitar... :P not bad my strumming skills actually improved a fair bit! Yay!
Some things are best described through actions, not words.
i was with you @ 5:03 pm
Thursday, August 03, 2006
wad a day la.... oh man these few dayz are madness! Mad rushes everywhere....
ok frm ytd..... ytd was full dress rehearsal for NDP.... ok the contingents are better... but still not really there..... going to have extra training for them. I do hope they will train hard.... even on their own. Like juz practise la.... go thru the procedure in the mind once... know the commands, execute them well.... oh man.... i so so hope they do understand all that we taught la....
Ok for ytd's training I wasn't really on the field.... were on the terraces aligning the contingents to the centre.... and the starting position was like super super out can. Really can't believe it la.... omg.. at least 3 ranks out can.... it's so so ugly can.... i was like saying move to ur left 3 ranks into the WALKIE TALKIE :) can.... LOL.... the whole rehearsal was focused on alignment la.... cuz the markers for the previous time was removed.... that's the problem.... but now it's nailed onto the grd, so guess should be ok.... And oh.... I was like ALWAYS asking St John 1st rank frm the left of the contingent, 2nd and 3rd row to shift to the right.... they all are totally out.... then look awfully awkward. But then.... I have told Jeremy abt it... so guess prob will be solved.... haha. I trust him la.
Then training ended late.... was supposed to be ard 6.30pm let them go... we kept them till 7+.... oops.... haha.... then quickly ask them go home... so funny la.... (ok, maybe not that funni....) Then got some parents making their presence known and sorta like "rushing" us to let the cadets off. Ok... I noe how u feel la... I have been thru even later ones.... but i dunno la.... I dun feel quite right abt trhem rushing us when we are already rushing ourselves, and we do noe the time can... I was like already asking them to be faster le lorz.... wad else can i do? LOL.... But nvm la... parents are noble... haha
Today was madness (too) cuz it was the legendary LECTURE DAY! every thurs is lecture day... as in lecture series run for continuous 2 hrs then lab work then lecture again... LOL. But today's was diff. The first lecture was so so informative tat no one could take it la... then 2nd lecture went so fast we can't catch up, bio prac was like huh got colour meh in onion peel in the microscope, then last lecture was lecture test... how fun can a day get.... i dun tink anyone survived without falling asleep for even a while juz now... haha....
And oh extraordinary! Tis happened ytd la... during maths lecture.... I was like surrounded by "sleepers"... LOL... my row got 3 ppl sleeping la! LOL... i was like madly tapping everyone and asknig them to sit up straight and dun sleep (responsible maths rep, oops tat's a bit ego... haha), cuz we are sitting at the 1st, 2nd and 3rd row, then it is damn obvious if we sleep la can.... legendary lorz.... broke the record of waking 2 person up at a time... i woke 3 up at a time.... ahaha....
NDP's in 6 days' time! I am so so excited. Wow in a blink of an eye 2 yrs passed le lorz.... since i marched in NP cont in 2004. so fast la..... Still misses u all as much.
Oh Falcon outing is coming! So looking forward to it! Miss u all as much, and even more!!! haha
Thinking of you.
i was with you @ 10:35 pm
