Wednesday, May 30, 2007
I guess all of us detest changes. Especially changes that throws us out of our comfort zones.Ok Guitar Concert coming this Saturday. I think I am in no position to comment but I really have to vent it out somewhere or I will explode. Somehow. Everything seems... really messy. Trust me, the situation now is really like when I planned for the first promotion test in Sec 3. Everything is really... bleah. messy.
Though I see everyone is putting in their best, I think everyone is getting really tired too le. Really really tired. Notable from the looks of the people around, the passion we talk about seems rather low in amount. Hey guys cheer up k! In a few days time it's all over le. And if not for urself make it e best for the audience.
I think there is also a very very very strong (even extreme if it need be) media control on the concert and its planning. It's like hello.. I need to know the situation here. It's like there's an impending event but many are still ignorant about it. It's really bad. Especially when like you suddenly find out all the problems. And everything juz seem to be crashing on you and it's maybe too hard to take. Can't all of these come in small doses? Active control of information dissemination is good in a certain sense, like you make sure some things that are not supposed to be known are kept unknown. But but.... dun u see.... if you control all the information, we know nothing? And it's not exactly helpful. Putting the burden all on yourself is not the way. It will not help in any single manner. So if this goes on, when things get too tough (which is essentially wad WILL happen), everything will be too HEAVY to carry and how can you expect ppl to help out then, when all they noe is nothing?
Motivation-wise I think it seriously can be improved. Planning well is not enough. Getting it done is another totally unrelated business. If people lacks the motivation in getting things done then it is really no point. Like you have the best plan in the world also no use.
Everything's so messy it juz irks me and really worries me. How can I help? There seem to be nothing
I can do as 1 person to help out or change. And it's too late for a change anw. So how? Let's juz strive on. There's still a little time left. We can do it. Dun give up now. We've come so far, it's too late to give up.
We all detest changes. Are we too comfortable wif our own current status that any change brings about too big a deviation for us to handle?
i was with you @ 10:42 pm
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
a bit of something is a lot of things.
ok that was totally random. Anyway this week (and the many weeks to come) is rather hellish. With an impending test coming right up this fri, and our IS, and our blks, i doubt i can enjoy my break. June hols will have only 1 word to describe: Busy.
I am really quite pissed off today. Especially after some thing that happened yesterday. I think attitude of other people affect me quite a lot. Getting pissed over ppl getting pissed. though i well understand how the person felt and totally can understand why the person felt so... oh well.. fine i shall juz ignore and live life as such. forgive and forget. and hope for forgiveness at e same time i guess. it's my fault too.
Think after e break tis morning at 9 i was feeling a bit better le. Yup. Muz be you guys Yes, you, you, you, you and you. Thanks so much.
On a lighter note... Thanks for your present!!! Really appreciate it though it came erm... 4 months late. LOLx.
Making a point, and having a point, is two different things. Even if you have a valid point, it might well turn out to be an invalid assertion.
i was with you @ 10:52 pm
Friday, May 11, 2007
it has been really long since i last posted. There has been some problems I can't post onto e blog... oh well...
Anw today concludes e syf for all performing arts. Everyone put in their best and yes got their results! No matter what is achieved or obtained, the process is most impt ehh! Yup. Xin Ku le everyone. Jia you for the upcoming concerts! Make it a smash!
Anyway I am feeling rather emo-ish these few days, quite sadden by a few facts and observations.. and felt really lonely for once. Seems like though you might be surrounded by ppl, there is just tis immerse sense of loneliness, like everything becomes transcendent. Arhh oh well weird thought. Sorted out certain thinking for the past few days. Hope it lasts. And thanks to all who showed me concern and care! Really appreciate it. It's you all that really makes the feeling of loneliness go away. And yes I will feel better I suppose. Thank you guys :)
Walk a lonely path of no past, no present, no future. Converging into other paths.
i was with you @ 11:14 pm
