Friday, September 15, 2006
Glad to be here.
Sometimes i continue to wonder why. And why has taken over my world, whereby I start to question almost everything. If only everything went along how I wanted it to be. Though so I am glad that there are people I can talk to. And try to share. But I dun want to add on to the others' troubles. I don't want them to get more frustrated becos of what I shared. I dun want them to worry. I dun want them to. No I dun.
Thx guys. Really needed all the help I could gain. Thx.
I want you to know. But I can't let you know. I am so confused. Tell me how. how. HOW?不能说出来Dun worry I am alrite. :) Jia You everyone!
i was with you @ 11:04 pm
Monday, September 11, 2006
烦恼是自己给自己的压力
It's as though it just appear like **poof*, and now I made a decision to think about the things less. So I can have less worries, and focus better. Feeling better le. I hope this feeling dun go so soon. I need this solace.
What do you do when u want to tell someone how you feel, when the person is THE PERSON?
Hope to share my thoughts, but I fear it will add on to ur worries, so I shall keep it to myself and try not to think about it. I hope this will work. At least for now.
<<自导自演的悲剧>> *dun worry, tis is a song name. I just find this song v apt. haha
i was with you @ 11:10 pm
Saturday, September 09, 2006
I've been tinking. I dun noe anymore. I dun noe why. This feeling damn weird.
Ok last nite dream was damn weird, made me tink even more now. I really cannot make a decision now. I really dun noe. I dun like this feeling which I am feeling, making me daqmn confused. I am v tired from all this thinking.
Nvm, focus on study first. ARGH so many things to rem!
Stay. Just stay with me.
i was with you @ 3:24 pm
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Wah... Damn tiring. Intensive mugging sessions everyday! OMG. Is like.... damn tiring la!
Ok Been mugging continuously... trying to catch up on wad i missed out, cuz e lectures totally din have a strong impression on me. So now is like looking thru e notes again and again and again. I am so lagging behind la. Oh man...
Ok I tink i will stop blogging soon enough. Will blog only when I have the time. Good luck to everyone who is having their promos, exams, "A"s, etc, etc. Gd luck to me. I hope I can do well. Ok I shall not hope. I WILL do my best.
Shall put all other stuff on hold first. Shall not divert attention to other matters. Will have time for them after promos. Full firepower on promos. STUDY!
Oi can't u see i am trying to study... Study! Must defeat e desire to slack/ tink of other stuff. Shall not divert. Ok this post is getting too studious. Shall leave it here then.
Study hard! Play hard (afterwards)!
I continue to wonder...
i was with you @ 11:13 pm
Monday, September 04, 2006
Wah... Stupid clashes. More frequent than the 961 bus arrival (oops). Bah.
U see... There's this instructor course forv CIBTC... but freaking hell i dun tink i can make it due to CENTAD. Wad e hell la.... Wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok so i tink i'll miss this once-in-a-lifetime experience as CII... haix.
Let's see if they'll still invite me for e next course :P.
Freaking clashes!
i was with you @ 9:00 am
Sunday, September 03, 2006
我等你
光良
不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句我等你
你眼中闪过了一些压抑
更多的是怀疑
所以你可以离去
不相信你还会回心转意
是我任性才决定要等你
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影
慢慢倒流进心里
我等你
半年为期
逾期就狠狠把你忘记
不止是伤心的还包括一切甜蜜/你应该已经和她公开在一起
要等你
要证明自己我可以纵容你在心底
也可以当你只是路过的人而已
V nice song. Especially the feeling of the song. I think this is a damn sweet song.... As in it shows the true spirit of love. I think. I dunno la... Aiya. I think it is damn nice. That's it.
i was with you @ 12:15 pm
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Do I still lack the courage? I think I do. I still couldn't face what I want to face. This is getting so on my nerves.
I do hope everything will be alrite yea? I noe it will be hard for me to face up to what I need to. But I have to. It's a duty, it's a responsibility.
I shall not think about it too much. It drains my energy away. And no what I am saying here is not what you all are thinking.
Ok on a brighter note....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! u noe who u r... haha
Everyday's a gift, everyday's a miracle. If you believe. Everyday brings about new surprises to everyone. I am no exception. You are no exception. May this happiness be spread among everyone and shared with all. May you yield greater happiness and greater miracles in life. Come to think about it. You r the miracle. Everyone's a miracle. To be here is a miracle itself already.
shall not elaborate more or not ppl start spamming my tag... wahaha.
i was with you @ 11:39 pm
