Time..

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

ok these few days dun have labwork :)... but still as busy.. haha

lol all fully packed wif activities and things going on. Tues had guitar prac and NP.. haha and today guitar prac.

LOL my hols is totally slipping away... :(... but i guess i had tons more fun and activities tis hols compared to e last hols (last dec).

And yes there are talks abt a class outing!!!! haha... for all who r reading my blog but not e class blog (:P)... pls respond to e poll on the egrps!!!!!! And let us get e numbers consolidated asap so as to allow us to have time to plan for a class outing. :)

And also on the class tee thing. Hope everyone dun mind having a class tee... erm ok everyone will not mind having a class tee :D. So... upload ur designs asap! Yupx. Jia you.

Hope to see you guys ard more often. :)

Wad if I tell u I'll like to hold on to wad i can? Wad if I tell you giving up is not an option?

i was with you @ 10:38 pm

Sunday, November 19, 2006

It's good some things are finally moving and things start happening.

Today went Sentosa for recee for YE... yup it is still on. I guess it will be good, since everyone is gg to put in their effort for e event... coming 10 Dec at Palawan Beach.. haha

Hopefully it will be successful :P

And hopefully I can get ppl to join in the fun. :)

Ok after gg e beach today was feeling a bit better... E beach gave me a v soothing and relaxed atmosphere... and seriously made me feel better. yupx. Anyone game for gg to e beach again? :P

haha..

Wad if I tell you I dun want anything to end here?

i was with you @ 10:18 pm

Friday, November 17, 2006

A typical day in a lab... LOL

LOL today is super super long day can... left e lab like at 8++ ... Did e TLC (Thin Layer Chromatography) and COLUMN CHROMATOGRAPHY!!!

Ok column chromatography is totally not fun. LOL. U noe how long ours took.... 5 hrs!!!! 5 straight hrs we sit in front of the fume hood looking at the Column Chromatography then see it drip drop by drop... It's like super super long.... Then we were like singing, laming and all for 5 hrs... oh man... it's driving us crazy.

Ok seriously we can go record a "Chronicles of Column Chromatography".. haha... 5 hrs... Then u can listen to the progress of our project. (Note: LISTEN to wad we say... and wad we do...). Haha

ok seriously a tough day. :P haha... ok everyone of us deserve a good rest.

When u rest your mind, what will u tink of?

i was with you @ 10:23 pm

Thursday, November 16, 2006

What's bothering me? Erm I dunno... :P Just one thing to say.. haha... it's a weird feeling when u thought u have left something behind when u are still carrying it all along...

Ok back to normal life... haha.... been gg to lab like extremely often.... Project on the way... haha.. Hmm... at last some results... but u noe wad... e results we got still dun tell us anything at all... We r still unsure of whether e thing we synthesized is wad we want... haha...

Been quite busy... Have NP then CENTAD then got YEC coming up... dunno wad more to come.. haha... Of course some slack time and reflection time too :) Seriously need a lot of time.

Wonder when I will post my next post. :P. Hopefully soon.

Give all you can and get what you hope to get. Hopefully.

i was with you @ 9:17 pm

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Life goes on.

When life throws at you things you can never catch... Catch them. It's the only way for life to go on.

Haha been thru a lot a lot of thinking and yup i have sorted out my thinkings.
Leave things to what they are meant to be. Manipulating them only result in more problems...

Ok back to today... haha oh man cool. Yupx went Vivo wif e rest. haha. Vivo is nice.

But ok erm i noe some of them been to better places overseas... haha.. but i guess Vivo is really really v good le. haha.

Erm went Earle's Swensens (i wonder wad e earle meant... oh well, nvm)... then had this set lunch. ok it was quite ex. haha.. then erm ok we went like at 1+ we sat there and eat and tok until like abt 5... haha.. damn cool. Were remembering e gd old times we had during orientation. haha. and e first few months. ok erm and e whole yr. haha. oh man how much i missed them... haha..

ok if only time were to go back to where we started. I will choose e same path. As in go e same class, etc. (But of course do e right thing and not like wad i did... :(... oh well... everything is fine now, gladly and hopefully.)

If only I could stop everything at e time when we were all having fun. haha.

Ok today was totally a gd day. haha. More of these days to come... i want more of this type of days!!!! haha.

Ok super happy. Yupx.

S70 makes my day. haha. yupx.

Thx all who were there today! haha. (namely, jy, jo, sy, sean, rx).. Hope u all had fun too! haha...

When the days go past without a note, look back and leave a note. Yourself.

i was with you @ 8:55 pm

Sunday, November 05, 2006

It's bittersweet, my friend,
holding on to something that you know will never come true.
It's bittersour, my friend,
when you finally know they never meant to be.
It's soursweet, my friend,
when you know you have to let go.

Been thinkin thru what I have went thru this year. yea I guess I have really grown up a bit le. Handling all these heart matters are really making me stronger. I must admit I am wrong. So wrong. I dunno if anyone would forgive me, and give me a second chance.

Letting go is as painful as knowing you can never have it. But it will at least allow the other party to be happy. Yup. I guess it's ok that it is painful for me. It will be worth it.

Maybe it will be good to sometimes be a guardian angel and not the prince. For that's the only way I can do now to watch over something I know is so distant from my heart, yet so near to me.

Give me a chance to stand by you, and I will never leave.
Give me no chance to do so, and I will stand in a distance.
But will there even be a chance?

i was with you @ 4:33 pm

Saturday, November 04, 2006

It takes more than simple faith to believe.

I am seriously thinking of what I did for this year. I am wrong. I am so wrong.

For all I want to say is a simple sorry. Will anyone understand?

Thanks to everyone this period of time is easier to pass than I thought. Though all these thinking is realy making me tired, I will not fall. No I won't.

More importantly, I will not let it show. I have made 1 big mistake in telling. I will not make another mistake in showing you how I feel. You should be blessed with carefree happiness, not sorrowful worries. I shall not let it show. No.

And I promised not to say anything sad abt it on my blog remember? I will keep to my promise. Yup.

Back to a place we once knew. I believe I believe I believe in you.

i was with you @ 10:03 am

The Man You Love
Il Divo

Si me ves hallarás en mis ojos el amor

eres tú la mitad que a mi vida completó

Lo que soy te daré sin miedo a algun error

creo en ti y dejaré en tus manos mi ilusión.

Quiero estar dentro de tu corazón,

Poder lograr que me ames como yo.

I only wanna be the man

to give you everything I can

every day and every night

love you for all my life.

I don't wanna change the world

as long as you're my girl

it's more than enough,

just to be the man you love.

Quiero ser el lugar donde puedas refugiar

el temor y calmar en mis brazos tu ansiedad

Desde hoy voy a ser todo para ti

Hasta ayer te soñé y ahora estás aquí

Quiero oir tus secretos, lo que sueñes descubrir,

quiero amarte así.

I only wanna be the man

to give you everything I can

every day and every night

love you for all my life.

I don't wanna change the world

as long as you're my girl

it's more than enough,

just to be the man you love.

I only wanna be the man

to give you everything I can

every day and every night

love you for all my life.

I don't wanna change the world

as long as you're my girl

it's more than enough,

just to be the man you love.

Just to be the man you love.

I Believe in you
Il Divo

lonely
the path you have chosen
a restless road
no turning back
one day you will find your light again
don't you know
don't let go this time

follow your heart
let your love lead through the darkness
back to a place you once knew
i believe, i believe, i believe in you
follow your dreams
be yourself an angel of kindness
there's nothing that you cannot do
i believe, i believe, i believe in you

tout seul,
tu t'en iras tout seul
coeur ouvert à l'univers
poursuis ta quête
sans regarder derrière
n'attends pas
que le jour se lève
suis ton étoile
va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
un jour tu le toucheras
si tu crois, si tu crois, si tu crois en toi
suis ta lumière
n'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
au fond de toi souviens
toi que je crois, que je crois, que je crois en toi

someday i'll find you
someday you'll find me too
and when i hold you close
i know that it's true

i was with you @ 9:40 am

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

No harm trying. Yea rite.

I noe tons of ppl will tink i am such a big fat jerk who is totally not sensitive to emotions. In fact, I guess I react too promptly to emotions. Perception I guess plays a great role too. How ppl tink abt me affects how I will treat myself. And I really really do not wish to be seen as a jerk. I am not one. NO I AM NOT. You all juz dun understand the things I did. I nv bothered asking. I nv bothered telling. I nv did anything to help myself redeem myself. I nv did anything until now. And it is ALL TOO LATE.

All I want to say is that how you saw me really saddens me. If there's totally no chance of us getting together, how you saw me as a person, as a fren, and wad I did, totally saddened me. Though I should really keep in mind what you said... I am just very disturbed by how ppl actually see me as a person. No I am not the person you might think I am. No. I am not.

Coupled with the other sad truth of life, I have nothing but a shattered universe in front of me now. Have you ever heard the sound of a broken heart and soul? Come close to me, and you will hear it loud and clear. I nv wanted anyone to feel bad. NEVER. I am not that kind of person. Since there is no point of me doing anything. I will not. I will only send my well wishes, and leave quietly.

Sadness is a very funny thing. It comes to you at times you least thought of it coming, and nv leave until that particular something is resolved/ taken over by another thing. Yes. I know all these sadness has to come to an end soon yea? I thank everyone for all e encouragements and well wishes. I will be fine. Soon. Though not too soon. But soon. It will go away.. Though it always comes back every now and then like an old friend visiting, guess there's nothing I can do about it but to give a smile and welcome it with open arms?

No I will not post any more of these sorrow I feel. I will not make others worry. No I will not. Unless absolutely necessary, no more of these will appear in my entries... Though I seriously doubt if I can really do so, but I will try my best.

Come and go. NO MORE.

i was with you @ 7:44 pm