Tuesday, July 31, 2007
And so they did.
Indeed I wasn't wrong some persistent issues did creep up on me again. But haha managed to fight it off for the moment and try to keep it out for now. Yep. Shouldn't let it come through.
Haha this time round I used a more straightforward method. Face up to reality. Seemed to work pretty well...
Anw. Work is piling and I dunno if i can cont blogging frequently. I will try to.... but haha work has to be cleared first. Will be focusing quite a lot on work and not going to be posting that often so.... haha.
Anw.... prelims are coming fast. do jia you and cheong!
regardless of the result, i know i din regret.
i was with you @ 10:52 pm
Sunday, July 29, 2007
No, it's not the end. It has just begun.
A look at the calendar and oh no it stresses me out a bit. The time is approaching so fast... really really make me quite excited and quite worried too. Ok I shall really settle down for revision soon. And and yes strive harder!!! Lolx.
Oh I also found that I improved quite a bit (ok juz a bit) from block 1 to block 2. Yayy. :) Keep that up and my dreams will be achieved. I hope. :) Haha.
And some persistent issues start to creep in again. I thought I resolve it quite some time back... Arhh oh well... At least it didn't bother as much now. Yea. I choose to believe it so. Shall not dwell on it :)
Sadness is all but one emotion everyone must know. So why must we dwell on it? Just let it go.
i was with you @ 12:23 pm
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Story that binds. Story that entwines. Story that spread without any control. Unleashed.
Isn't it interesting how rumours do spread around? Like little stories that revolves around day to day life... and people we might/might not know. Though so.... sometimes it's really very damaging? Like how rumours affect us? Experiences told me rumours are alw e catalyst for how relationships (frenship etc) become sorta murky... and possible be affected... it's sometimes really sad to see that happening though. Really sad.
A story to be told?
i was with you @ 10:44 pm
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I guess sometimes I gotta take things easy...
Was quite pissed off today cuz of some things that happened... Sometimes I wonder why people can be irresponsible and not take instructions well. Isn't basic courtesy to get back to e person who sent the reminder if you cannot meet e deadline set in the reminder or something along that line? Can't you juz meet e requirements? Is it that hard?
Ok I tink I am a person who is very particular abt deadlines and stuff. Really dread it when people can't meet up wif deadlines and all. And seriously I tink i alw walk away in face of a coming blow-up of temper and stuff.... Really helps to prevent me from excessive scolding and possibly scary image portrayal.
Guess I still needa work on my cool-down tactics. Needa put e msg across.
Everyone gotta learn. Something. Somehow.
i was with you @ 10:30 pm
Monday, July 23, 2007
Argh... haha
Today was supposed to be half day.... but guess what. my day ends at 12 and e half day declared was at 11. haha v funny. and guess wad. we had to stay back for chem lecture... so essentially my lessons ended at 12. wow. half day.
anw... great job to hc. tink e teams really trained hard and hope e results gotten were desirable. :)
Lagged in sch till ard 3 b4 i went home today... lolx quite a sian day though... nothing much spectacular or eventful... juz plain normal. and it's getting quite bad... excitement for the days seem to vanish bit by bit... oh well i shall stay optimistic and yes face e adversity!
On a different note, i haven't felt tis in a v v v long time. v v v long time. making me wonder again.
He who shall rise and conquer. He who knows.
i was with you @ 10:22 pm
Sunday, July 22, 2007
another day has juz slipped past just like that.
I have counted it is less than 6 weeks to the next big thing to happen.... Prelims. Ok damn big thing. I really do hope I will do really well for it. And yes after that our ultra big thing... the As are here. Wahh this year sure got past really quickly...
Was reading a bit on conspiracy theories just now and was wondering what really happens in the world. If people were to set out and deceive, who can we trust then? Is everything real?
Haha interesting.
Oh and he survived. haha i meant harry.
He who must stand firm in adversity.
i was with you @ 10:53 pm
Saturday, July 21, 2007
The week has gone past me again.... so fast. Week 4 is goooone.....
Ok now I have my fulll results.... I am quite happy coz i sorta got wad i expected or aimed.... somehow. BCCS... Pass. Lol. ok not spectacular like some other ppl.... *aherm* but still ok. Improving from previous blocks for some.... deproved a bit for 1.... which is quite gek. But ya can't help it... heard e whole cohort din do quite well so ya..... Mostly above 50 percentile. which is gd cuz it's like above av. :) Haha so i am not complaining :P
Days are getting rather sian now.... like it's so so routine la.... Especially with all the work. Only form of entertainment now is in sch (ironically) when our class juz sat down and play monopoly... hahaha so fun :)
And we gotta get a dice quick.
Other than that i tink there's not really much to tok abt.... been rather sian and all so if i looked pissed rest assure i am not! I am juz pissed that i am sian.
ard 8 weeks. =)
Days like never before. Without...
i was with you @ 9:23 am
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Gd news, bad news.
Gd news is that I passed my H3 test! haha. apparently there was some marking error so i juz made e mark. Which is quite heng1. haha i am so glad :) nxt, my chem did ok and met my expectations. Was really happy. Yayy.
ok let's hope bio and KI is ok too! then i'll be so so happy. :)
Anw.. bad news. Ok vacation ended. So jo's back to Melbourne. Arhh ok that was such a short time since she came back la... but fret not she's coming back again. really soon. so yes my dear frens it's juz a few more months away and we all will be able to meet up wif her! :)
ok so... bad news again. I am sorta emotional again. Like AGAIN. which is quite bad. Hmmm i tink i am juz quite pissed off (refer to prev post) and tis was e trigger. Now i dunno wad's keeping it wif me though. like i dunno juz felt rather... empty. was having random thoughts and it's rather depressing sometimes. It'll all go away...
Anw we have to go back to our mugging sessions again! it's like.... arhhhh so sian. But no choice it's our last yr and i am sure everyone will like to get e best out of it. :) So jia you jia you. we can do it!!!
Oh H3 today was quite ok. Wasn't as bad as expected. Learnt quite a lot of new stuff. Yayy..
Progression. Towards our future. Happy times alw pass fast. too fast.
i was with you @ 10:41 pm
Monday, July 09, 2007
hmmmm
today i tink i was pissed off by how some people reacted to certain stuff. O.o Like wadeva lorz.
Ok the heavens are telling us to learn the art of humility. For if there's 1 thing we are still unsure of, this is it. To be humble is not to be hypocritical and say u din do well or anything, but rather the genuine effort to like keep a low profile perhaps? Or maybe just to not react as violently even in face of adversity. I shall have to fine-tune this area of mine, and i am sure there are many ways of being humble. For this i seek.
memo to self
i was with you @ 8:11 pm
Sunday, July 08, 2007
1 week on. Results are less than satisfactory. I am disappointed...
oh well life have to move on. Hopefully the following releases of results are much more... encouraging.
Anw it has been a great week (other than u-noe-wad) of resting and slacking. :) Haven't been doing much. Ok should be like haven't been doing anything constructive. Hmmm perhaps it's time to start again. Start the engines. Vroom.
Was talking abt ideal spouse and like... haha perhaps wad i look out for with my frens. And my ans stunned them all :P Haha long hair. Oops. Ok... I mean like not really a prerequisite but haha i am more drawn to gals (that i like) wif long hair? ok perhaps. I also not sure. And i am not so skin deep only! i mean like impression counts, but after that it's all about e personality le! Yes and i am sure personality dominates my decision. most of e time. though personality can be shaped, and perhaps changed over time. The chemistry has to be there.
Talking abt chemistry.... chem H3 was disastrous. Shall not say how bad it was. I shall not tink abt it and let it heal..
What's your choice?
i was with you @ 1:54 pm
Monday, July 02, 2007
Inspiring.
gam zeh ya'avor. this too shall past.
A phrase which drains a happy man's happiness, take away a man's sorrow.
Inspiring isn't it. This too shall pass. All that we feel now will go away. There's nothing that will last forever. No sorrow for forever. No nothing. Isn't it a great way to inspire yourself, and encourage urself when you feel the least happy, the least glad, the most sorrowful and depressed?
It just struck me how simple things like this can change our view on the world drastically.
A thought to remember.
i was with you @ 10:31 pm
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Dreams and reality sometimes mix together into something really interesting.
My dreams recently have an unusually high frequency of the same event, same people and yes this is unusual. Normally my dreams are like.... er.... impossible. haha. from little boy's dream of becoming a superhero (as in seriously), to like unreal events. But recent ones were of such vividness that I almost mistook them as reality. haha. how silly.
Anw post-blocks are getting really interesting. And hopefully more interesting as it goes by. :) Though work will dominate yet again in this reality-stricken world.
But for now... rest is all i see and hope (and need).
I think. It might be so true. But reality has a way of getting round dreams.
i was with you @ 10:54 pm
