Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i admit i might be running away from my problem.
of course if u were to ask me specifically wad problem i won't tell. probably not here in this open field. but e nature of e problem relates much to the heart rather than e mind so ya... u understand.
i often wonder if me keeping mum is the best way out of this... it seem rather messy to me but probably not to the other party. and probably if i were to say anything it'll trigger a chain reaction (desirable or not is still the question), and I can nv predict what will happen. Of course you may say you'll never know if you don't try but then just getting to the idea of trying itself is already a great hurdle for me to leap over... but i kinda feel that it's going to be a little painful on my part if i don't say it out soon. so ya. here I am, wondering if I am doing the right thing.
Maybe silence is not alway golden. (not necessarily suggesting I'll say it out any time soon)
i was with you @ 9:13 pm
