Sunday, June 01, 2008
The frustration has tone down a little but I'm still rather emotional.
Maybe I have conceived a reality that is too good to be true. Too good to be true. Perhaps I'm never what I thought I am.
And perhaps life has been really kind to me, already.
So what now dear oh destiny, what do you have in stall for me? Is these part of some test that's supposed to make me stronger? Or is it just some time that will pass as quickly as it came? I know I know life will get on from here. There're greater things in life. I'm an optimist too you know...
But then it's quite sad when an optimist finds himself unable to help but feel dejected and demoralised by how things went about. Perhaps he needs something else to spur him on. It'll come soon. I hope.
And being hopeful, sometimes, does help. A bit.
i was with you @ 9:50 pm
