Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Dammit. remember last time i said time pass by so fast.... yea it does. but each day seem to go by so slowly... probably cuz like there's nothing much of any focus recently.
Anyway. Probably I have resolved the problem..... probably... I not sure too. The more I tink the more confused I am so I hada short break and not tink abt anything. But oh well nothing seem to clear up anyway... haha.
Oh well everything will soon be clear. Soon. I hope. Sometimes it's just so incredible. When you are like hoping for it to come sooner, it never will, and when you dread its coming, it arrives just the next moment.
oh oh random a bit. lolx. I think the song "Perhaps Love" by John Denver is nice.. haha. So true and it's so nice. As in in spirit and soul. lolx. ok tis is so random lolx.
If I told you that only memories remain, I am lying, for these are memories I hold on dearly, and perhaps that's why.
i was with you @ 9:43 pm
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Time's passing by so fast! It's gg to be mid-dec soon oh no. Let's see I have less than a month left now... :(
Anyway there's like so many things u needa do when u apply for scholarships. Argh. So many applications, so many forms, so many essays. Have been doing them (only) and it's quite irritating when you can't think of anything to write. argh. But luckily inspiration comes by every now and then. Haha.
Anyway I don't know if I have really resolved the problem that was confusing me. Just that now I have no quiet little time to sit around and wonder about this stuff so it doesn't bother me as much, hope time would be able to wash it off my mind and allow me to have the answer I sought. soon.
When I'm off, will you be there?
i was with you @ 9:58 pm
Saturday, December 08, 2007
And I keep wondering.
I am still a confused little guy sitting around here typing this entry. Haix.
Had tis long talk wif my fren but stilll u noe personal stuff are often hard to say and discuss though certain ideas did became clearer and I gained perhaps a broader view about stuff. It's quite funny toking to ppl abt your own prob cuz it's like quite hard to describe and stuff, and like most of the convo i was trying to describe to my fullest extent. Oh well it's tough I noe.
Now that I tink abt it... argh i am now really afraid wad image i have been showing others, esp wif the recent pop up of confusing stuff. Damn I am seriously quite scared. Nvm. I just hope everything turns out fine and I am still who I am and everything's not changed. Though I know tis is juz a dream an illusion on my part but let me live tis dream, until one day e truth finally reveal itself.
A bit of this. A bit of that. A lot of everything.
i was with you @ 10:23 pm
Friday, December 07, 2007
So we really reached the end of it all.
Ok past few days were really hectic. On tues nite we had Prom Nite and on wed and thurs I had this MIP thing. All fun and really memorable and enjoyable times.
On Prom:
The night was filled with beautiful ladies and fine gentlemen. It was at Shangri La Hotel so yes everyone turned up in suits and dresses and gowns and even casual wear O.o... and to sum it all.... it was a really beautiful night. All went well and we had great time taking photos and trying to enjoy the food. The girls in class really looked gorgeous and I really think they are indeed like princesses that night, haha. It's over but it's a night I'll never forget.
With Prom my 6 years endeavour in HC has come to an end. Feel rather nostalgic about it and misses much of my time spent in this institution. After all, I grew, I served, and I lived in this institution. My classmates and friends became my brothers and sisters. My teachers became like my parents. Even all those I din noe became part and parcel of life, like you'll expect to bump into at least one familiar face somewhere. And now it's all over.
To think about it the experience for the past 6 years has been one of a kind. HC's not like other schools, and the bond between students, even those who are strangers to each other, are so strong, you'll doubt they really din noe each other. It's that strong. I love the feeling. It felt... like home. I'll miss this feeling, and I know, no matter what, this memory has became part of me, and HC runs deep in my blood. Somehow.
The past two years were exceptionally memorable. Firstly I got into a great class (06S70), and I met great people, and I got into a great other CCA (ie guitar). I love my class. We're the mix of people you'll never imagine, and the class has this unique ability to stick together no matter what. It's really great and I love this. Really cool to have been through tough times with such great people. Thank You!
Ok many thanks to give. First to all 4H-ers, like kx, xp, erik, ky, joshua, sean, ron, mj, zl, jh, etc, really great to have met you bunch of people. Though we may seem a bit.... mug, but i noe deep down inside we're actually really full of fun rite...? haha. hope to keep in touch with you people and really glad we met!
To NP people esp jb, jk, jr, jon, chee hao, sean, etc (sry abt e rest, too long a list, they r juz a sample of e ppl in np :P), you've been fun to work wif. 4 years, we've been through all these 4 yrs. It was really great to have known you all. Thanks for everything. Keep in touch!
To my beloved 06S70. My class, my friends, my buddies. I enjoyed every single moment with you guys. Time has never been enough when I am with you all and I really really really really really appreciate you guys. Hope you all like the small momento, and I will keep in touch with all of you! Love 70. :)
And to all my friends in HC. The blood runs deep in you now. Now that we're gg to part, it's never a farewell, just a short goodbye. When affinity wishes for us to meet again, we will, and for that day, I pray, I wish, I hope.
Ok enough of nostalgic stuff and next up.
On MIP:
Ok for you curious people out there, it stands for Mindef Internship Programme. It was a 2 day thing for Mindef to showe us some of the capabilities and leadership of the 3 services in the SAF. It was chao cool. We went to like the Air Force (which we din catch e scrambling cuz of the rain argh), the Navy (we sailed out in a Frigate!) and the Army (we ride on the rubber speedboats and fight a full scale capture e flag war against a unit of 6 army men, real time real person!) It was really fun filled and we got to mingle with the leadership and sorta got an insight to the SAF and how it worked, so it was really enriching and cool and an experience I'll never forget. and lolx guess what me and sean got to the flag at the same time! Haha. So so so cool.
Ok that's about it I guess. On a more personal level I'm still feeling rather confused. But oh well I'll have to move on. See it din affect me too much, at least not for my past two days, I only started wondering when I'm like in the bus travelling from one place to another.
If you don't know if you married the woman you love, learn to love the woman you married.
i was with you @ 9:12 pm
