Friday, June 29, 2007
At long last the fight was over.
The Block Tests are history! Yes I am so so glad they are. They have come and passed, and it sure impacted me quite a lot. It showed me how prepared I was, and e reverse as well. Arhhh so bad I am not exactly at e top form yet, still have a LLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG way to go...
Anw...
The tests are over and it's time for us to really rest well and recharge. Yup I will. Gonna make use of these 4 days as my points of rest. Not gonna really start on anything. Maybe here and there like for KI IS, but other than that I highly doubt so...
Oh oh and did I say e blocks was quite hard. :P
The end of a chapter only leads to the start of a new, no matter in what book.
i was with you @ 10:58 pm
Friday, June 22, 2007
haha it's been a rather busy week i guess...
yes yes it's coming. and it's juz like.... nxt door. a while more it will be at e front door, then in front of u. and poof it will be gone soon too....
oh man time past so fast. like a month juz gone by and i din really realise. was sitting at my desk i can still rem e first week of hols. concerts. camps. etc etc. arhh e memories! i feel so empty now. emotionally and physically. tired too. quite bad... like mugging all day as if there's no tomorrow.... very sad. :(
But oh well everyone jia you ok!!! we can do it. it's not tat bad de!!! can de :)
yup jia you jia you.
haha ok sidetrack.was juz toking to my fren and was juz toking random, our conception of an ideal wedding. ok dun u all go down that path. arhh ok. i realised my ideal wedding is really... unachievable in certain sense. firstly it's really super costly. and and i dun tink they will allow any fireworks, other than NDP ones at e s'pore river. ok. nvm.
idealistic me...
if only it's true. i'd like to believe it's true. it's part of wad little i have left. i believe my heart.
i was with you @ 11:10 pm
Sunday, June 17, 2007
ok mugging today was not bad... quite successful in retrospect. haha. i hope :p
Anw... interesting. I nv knew studying makes me emotional. haha. or rather made me tink of life (aherm, some life we lead arh.... O.o)
Was juz studying just now when i just simply stop and look up and start to tink abt all e things that happened to me tis 2 years. and lolx i was tinking of how i had led my life and all. lolx. ok... hmmm.... it made me think abt a lot of things. happy. sad. angsty. angry. depressed. hopeful. delighted. dejected. etc. what a wonderful/eventful/emotional 2 years i have led! arhh ok seriously disturbing. And this din occur once. it occur a few times ok.... in only 1 day. but learnt to sorta calm down after so long.... dun get tat emotional le. though still.... arhh well.
if i would to return to the very first day college started. will i choose the same path again?
interesting. but nevertheless, some things will remain unchanged, while others, if i knew, if i juz knew... i would change for the better.
a life worth living. some life we lead..
i was with you @ 9:40 pm
Crazy mad dash don't last long...
:(
Oh my i am trying to recharge myself. Or not if steam really runs out, I tink i will juz blank off. Not exactly e most desirable.
Anw preparation for blocks is like.... crazy. The materials are like so much la.... Am really intimidated. Quite worried actually. Dunno how gd/bad tis blocks will be. Shall be hopeful.
Point of No Return. Work like you didn't.
i was with you @ 12:05 pm
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The next few days are just going to get worse.... literally.
More intensive it will get!!! Arhh ok I think I can afford to slow down the pace for today. But tomorrow onwards will be......... CRAZY MAD DASH!
arhh just realised next week is quite screwed. 20, 21, 22 jun all gg back to sch. That essentially leave me 2 days for my last min prep for the big days.
Welcome to our world.
A reality so real that I can't seem to get out
i was with you @ 9:26 pm
Monday, June 11, 2007
another day of endless mugging and work.
It doesn't seem to be able to be stopped u noe... so stressful. Ok pressure is building up again. Esp when I look at my Bio Notes. It's like.... OHMYGOD! Feel super sian and tired and stressed. Arhh my KI IS is getting nowhere and it's gg to like consume me sooner or later. It's so difficult to think properly when there's like so much information to take in already.
Anw.... guess days like tis will last for quite some time. Right until e end of blocks of course. And of course our ever-impending A Levels. Well done....
Ok here's some interesting facts... My Bio notes thickness (net) is twice of that of my chem notes thickness (net) {Expected reaction: Woah}, and what's more, my maths notes thickness is twice of that of my bio notes {Expected reaction: Woah woah}, and what's even more, my KI readings.... are like.... OK nvm. {Expected: Woah woah, huh?}
ok sorry... lolx. it's getting quite stressful. Seem like everyone's working really hard. Havta work harder. No more divergence or interference. Please.
For work, it's endless in quantity, boundless in entity.
i was with you @ 10:46 pm
Friday, June 08, 2007
Back frm camp. Ok the camp was.... ok. Hmmm actually they would have done quite finely without any CIs around. Serious! Because this camp's main aim wasn't for training but rather for bonding. There were enough NCOs around to help out and so CIs there were rather... o.O Ok maybe not for Day 2 whereby a lot of them were half-dead. Yea I tink I enjoyed Day 2 more than Day 1 and yes I tink the camp is rather structured overall. Great job guys!
Ok with the conclusion of this camp, the mugging sessions officially starts. Or rather, have to officially start. Arhh ok I tink there are tons of things to be done. Oh man... Thanks for all the encouragements though! I came back from camp to see that the tagboard was filled with encouragements. Or rather a few encouragements. I am quite touched :) And you guys jia you too!!! We can do it de. :)
In stress, never feel depressed, for if there's any distress, just take them as life's tests.
i was with you @ 9:45 am
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Arhh stress stress...
Ok I juz found out how screwed I would be. It's like the 2nd week. And my week will be so packed I won't even have time to study. Then then, still got IS and got all these misc stuff that I need to see to. Arhh ok now I sorta regret not starting earlier. Damn. But but I cannot blame anyone or anything cuz it's like all my own fault. :(
okok I feel bad for ranting. Anw....
I am quite stressed up now. And and like everything's tumbling on me... :( Though it's not worse than Term 2 which was filled with much more emotional disturbance... it's no much better either. I just hope everything will be fine.
Like what you said. Boat go to bridge naturally straight.
Aw... it never fails to make me smile a little. Even in this argh... stressful times.
Let's strive on for a better tomorrow. (arhh tml is Unit Camp!)
ok it din turn out well... hmmm... let us strive to build a better future! (argh cliche)
A tumbling wall of truth revealing only the ideal and non-ideal states of lives. (no it does not follow pV=nRT, i am not a gas!)
i was with you @ 10:06 am
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Everything that has a beginning, has an end.Haha cliche! lolx :P
My journey in Hwa Chong Guitar came to a wonderful end yesterday with Varolari, the Musical. A concert that is revolutionary and seriously successful!!! Oh my, my heart was filled with such warmth and happiness when the concert went on well and everything seemed fine. I am so glad you know!!! And yes the concert was indeed a great one. Thanks to all who have helped in one way or another. Special Thanks to Cherlyn, Alvin and Han Lu for their kind guidance for my song "Face Down". And yes thanks to you, my pronunciation is much better now I hope.... And thanks to all your hard work and help rendered! And of coz my dear groupmates Jason, Joe and Chen Hui! Wahh you guys rock man. Oh man I am missing you all alr. :( Haha. Oh oh and thanks to my lovely classmates who gave me flowers and cookies! Arhh so touched :) So nice of you all to come alr!!! Hope you guys enjoyed the show. And oh oh haha thx Christine! Thx for the flowers!! And for helping me out in the ticket sales. Arhh so nice of you. Thanks so much :) Hope you enjoyed my performance. :)
Anw my journey into the musical realm is indeed an enriching one. While holding on to my commitment to the Corps, this journey into something completely different was indeed a cultural shock to me. Finding my place in the ensemble would not have been easy if not for you guys: Alvin, Aaron, Adrian, Han Lu , Sean, Jason, Joe, Chen Hui, Cherlyn (in e later stages :P), Weng Woh, Wei Cheng, Eng Aik, Jane (to a certain extent :P), Shao Kai, Valerie, Yong Jing (a certain extent in the later stages :P) and Yang Shun (a certain extent in the much later stages :P). Wahh you guys rock :) Thanks for being there, and just like lame ard esp Alvin and gang whom I alw hang out wif... like wahh you guys are the best ok... Will really miss the time I had with you all. Hope to see you all again (*bish* like duh.. our class bench is juz like.... nxt to each other? :P)
Ok my initial aim of getting into guitar was to learn how to play a new instrument, and indeed it came true, wif loads of wonderful surprises and add-ons. Like the great bunch of people I met, and the great bunch of buddies I've made. If not for u all, I doubt I could have strived so hard for so long!!! Guitar seriously shaped my JC life and made me a more lively person, and interact better with others (I hope!).
Of course not forgetting my dearest seniors e.g. Christine esp and Melinda and Sok Boon and etc etc etc. If not for ur kind guidance and care I doubt I'll ever really learn how to play guitar well. And of coz not losing touch after u all left the ensemble was great too! Glad to have such great friends :) And of coz our dearest MIs that took over, e.g. Han Lu esp who kept on picking on my mistakes. Arhh ok. I am grateful :) Serious! Thanks so much I tink i have improved under your guidance and seriously I think my fingers have become more ling2 huo2 after playing e guitar :) haha NOT NUMB (or lumb) :P
With all these, great things have to come to an end. May have been quite an abrupt and quite a quick one though. Arhh I miss the good old days... I'll nv regret joining guitar, knowing you all and being with you great bunch of ppl. :)
Ok nxt up is really scary... BLOCK TEST 2!!! Arhh ok have to start mugging le. Argh so scary I hope everything will turn out fine!!! And thx for your encouragement! I will strive hard for Blk 2, prelim and "A" Levels de!!!
With a resonating start, braving through thick and thin, travelling from russia to latin america, from pop to classical, digging and working hard for the one aim of gold, then the musical varolari, i doubt my life would ever be the same again.
i was with you @ 2:11 pm
