Sunday, April 22, 2007
The very same moon we are looking upon.
I was looking at the moon just now and tis inevitably reminded me of how the moon would seem the same all over the world. How we all can stare into the same thing at different places, different time.
Isn't it fasinating that such happenings are occurring right before our very eyes?
anw.. tml is Maths Lecture Test. ok nvm.
Today was busy. As usual. But unusually disturbing too. Maybe like wad sin hwee said too much POTO will make me emo. But erm I dun really feel it is that... Maybe sudden realisation of reality makes me feel a bit sad at times.
And yes topped with all the work and stress everyone is in... Nothing can get any better. At least for now. But yes it will all be over very soon? Yes yes all these feelings will go. Like always.
Are you with me in this same pursuit?
i was with you @ 10:14 pm
Saturday, April 21, 2007
SYF: Gold
Yayy! happy :) Glad we maintained e standard!!!!
And yes ok nxt up the concert everyone work hard ok! We can do it!!!
Arh yes NP oso... today was AP... saw our award and felt really relieved. Hope we can maintain tis standard year after year!!!
And yes Quiz Com work hard!!!!
With all efforts. With all strength. Grant me the power. And I will show you the world.
i was with you @ 11:00 pm
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Tomorrow's Guitar SYF!!!!! Arhh so excited :)
Everything will be fine! We will be uphold our standards!!! And hope everything turns out well!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!
i was with you @ 10:40 pm
Sunday, April 15, 2007
A view from nowhere. Is still somewhere.
But I am now seriously in a nowhere position now. Looking at all these from a position out of my own perspective.
No it's not as freaky as getting out your body and being spiritual in the sense, but rather to see things as it is and where it is. Clear of all perception. Cleansed from our own emotions. Cleared of all others.
Seems as though it is saddening ehh. It's not. Really.
Oh and yes update on my life: SYF is on Thursday. Arhh! Jia you!! It's getting really intensive these few days. Oh please my fingers I beg of you to hang on. Jia you!!!
It means I am still stuck here with all that I have. And all that I don't. A point of no return.
i was with you @ 10:30 pm
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
A road most travelled in the least appropriate sense.
A journey least attempted in most oftenly.
Ok no link.
I should not dwell on the past yea? Don't know why there's just a sense of... sorrow these few days. Haven't really been thinking on anything in particular except for my scores and work. Didn't really bothered to pay attention to the intrinsic emotional ties I have with people. Or did I? Don't really know what is bothering me... It just feel. Sad. Looked around myself today and I just feel this a bit lonely. I don't know why but it feels kinda strange these few days. Must be my oversensitive mind. Tone down tone down...
Might have been my dreams too yea? Recurring characters in the dreams. Though the dreams are different, I can't help but notice that I have been dreaming of the same person(s) for a few times now... A bit in a row too. Quite weird. Does it mean anything? I seriously feel a bit lost. A bit tired. A bit alone.
But yes I know there are still true friends beside me. People who really do care and people who really do understand what is happening. Not going to let this affect me I promise :)
Recurrence in the different worlds of dreams.
i was with you @ 10:55 pm
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Have u ever had a dream that seem so real? And you wanted it so much to happen in real life. Like it just wells up all ur feelings and even when you awaken from it you stil feel the emotional link for what you have went through in the dream?
I have had it. Yesterday. And many times in the past.
This dream is particularly interesting as it reflects something I really hope can happen and that it will happen. Seems too real to be a dream.
Dreams are supposed to be surreal yea? But when reality overlaps with it it just seems as if the dream is too real. I had real feelings in the dream ok... I reacted like what I normally do ok... not like some weird weird dream that I react very different. This is very different. It's just... unconceivable that it's not real.
Oh well somethings are just too good to be true and just let me keep this memory of the dream. Let me live with it and let me gain strength from it.
Oh seems like I have like not updated for eons. Been busy with Blocks then now guitar. SYF coming. Really excited! And blocks? Not all results are out yet. Will update again when I know everything. Yup.
Oh I am growing to like Two Guitars again! Haha seen tis really zai video on the youtube and really inspired me to work hard for the song. It's a really beautiful tune.
And yes SYF is like juz round the corner. Very soon! Work hard people! We can do it de. :)
Erm as for all your concerned people out there... Erm ya I am alrite. Had been a eventful term 2 and I am really glad I have u guys as frens to pei me thru them all. Yup I am fine le I guess... Just that sometimes these things come recurringly... haha but it's alrite I have my way of tackling them. :)
Dreams are still dreams. When reality and dreams collides... is the day of meeting again.
i was with you @ 10:13 pm
