Thursday, March 08, 2007
All these are awfully similar to the past.
And it's not a good thing. Is it? Or am I thinking too much?
Is the world going too fast, or is it me whose pace is too slow to catch up? Seriously I sometimes doubt what I am doing. But I dun seem to be able to help it though. Nothing I can do about it though.
Are what I am feeling really what I am going through? Am I looking too much into stuff? Or is everything just the way I think they are?
Everytime I tink of such stuff it always throws me into a mess. I dun seem to be able to crawl out of these mess. And the mess keep expanding like there's no end to it. Which totally makes things worse. Sometimes things are not what I thought it is, but my actions and words somewhat forces these into what I tink it is. And this often less desirable... How?
Maybe I will find a way in my dreams. Sometimes everything sorts out in dreams. And this is really helpful.
I am still finding a way. Maybe a different way, but a way...
i was with you @ 10:52 pm
