Friday, January 26, 2007
I said b4 I shall not include any more angsty posts ard here....
But here u go again...
I am seriously quite confused now? As in things got so much out of hand that walking away doesn't really help too? I am seriously not sure abt wad my prob is too.... Maybe it's just me being not such a nice guy i may deem myself to be.
As in I am really quite unsure of what I am doing le. Or wad i did that was wrong. Maybe I have always been wrong. Maybe. Maybe not. But does it matter now? Like everything's so messed up I can't seem to tidy even my own thoughts up. What do you expect from me? I just can't do it.
A long enduring pain will not go off so easily de my fren. I once had a bad cut on my elbow. It left a deep scar. When i feel it with my hand now i can still feel the old familiar pain. Likewise for my feelings and thoughts. Haha old familiar pain. Lolx. haha sounds like it comes frm tis song called "Same Old Lang Syne". But no it doesn't bug me anymore. What does it tell you when i can face tis same old familiar pain with a smile and walk away gracefully and not be too troubled with it? It tells you tat I have succeeded in xiang kai-ing.
When the pain doesn't go away, take painkillers, and get on with life.
i was with you @ 10:22 pm
