Friday, January 26, 2007
I said b4 I shall not include any more angsty posts ard here....
But here u go again...
I am seriously quite confused now? As in things got so much out of hand that walking away doesn't really help too? I am seriously not sure abt wad my prob is too.... Maybe it's just me being not such a nice guy i may deem myself to be.
As in I am really quite unsure of what I am doing le. Or wad i did that was wrong. Maybe I have always been wrong. Maybe. Maybe not. But does it matter now? Like everything's so messed up I can't seem to tidy even my own thoughts up. What do you expect from me? I just can't do it.
A long enduring pain will not go off so easily de my fren. I once had a bad cut on my elbow. It left a deep scar. When i feel it with my hand now i can still feel the old familiar pain. Likewise for my feelings and thoughts. Haha old familiar pain. Lolx. haha sounds like it comes frm tis song called "Same Old Lang Syne". But no it doesn't bug me anymore. What does it tell you when i can face tis same old familiar pain with a smile and walk away gracefully and not be too troubled with it? It tells you tat I have succeeded in xiang kai-ing.
When the pain doesn't go away, take painkillers, and get on with life.
i was with you @ 10:22 pm
Monday, January 22, 2007
haha 18!!!! Omg I am 18 lolx. 18 yrs in tis world le... WOW...
anw... had a really really really really really really great day today. Especially with everybody spending tis day wif me... haha yup. :) I totally love my class :) And all e ppl :)
Anw.... a lot of ppl to thank.. haha
Oh oh we have our great "Brotherhood": Tongyuan, Kai Xiong and Xuan Ping for the great and super nice present of a Gundam Seed Destiny Model Kit. Oh no it must have been very expensive.... Thank you so much!!!!!!!
Then comes the 2 self-proclaimed "most adorable, sweet, cute, generous, pretty, amazing, witty, charming
" *oh i am sure....* also known as Renyi and Sera. Yup thanks for your presents (aka notebook, choc and photoframe) yup it's v nice :) Haha no la not v girly :P haha and i tink it's quite cute :) And I still can't believe that renyi wrote all those words lorz... looks like printed one... haha... ok u sure hid ur talent way too well.... :P
Following closely our dearest Ronald, Ben, Zhi Xiong and Sean!!!! Haha thx for e book :) Yup will read it :) Haha thx for e present it's v nice :) v gd that u guys actually remembered my bday!!!!! haha yup thx a lot!!!
Yup thanks guys for all e fun and joy and all for today :0 Greatest day i ever had :) yup. Haha no regrets meeting all of you guys and knowing such great frens really really made my life really worthwhile :) Yup. Hope you all had a great day too :)
Oh oh and sry Sin Hwee!!! Haha i should thank you for being my sacrifice though :P. haha. hope u din mind :)
yup enjoy e rest of today! and many more days to come :)
Every minute, every hour, everyday.
i was with you @ 9:13 pm
Saturday, January 13, 2007
haha back on posting.
firstly.... many sorries to sera! ok i tink erm ya i interpreted u wrongly... :P maybe that's e prob of perception :P
Anw....
oh ytd marks e end of e orientation for J1. Hope e juniors enjoyed themselves. :) E campfire was well.... ok fine quite nice :) I like e fac dances :) they r cool :) And I tink our junior class is cool too :) though like maybe at times they react less promptly etc etc... but erm generally i tink they r a nice bunch of ppl :) hope to see u guys ard more :)
and and oh an issue that lingered on for tons of months.... i really have nothing to say. as in really. If wad I did was undesirable yes i tink i would change. And i had changed. Maybe not too noticably but yes i did. wadeva la. Haix... ok frm now on i should do it more NOTICABLY.
Actually I seriously dun want to care le. I just want to be who i really am.
If ppl would like to misinterpret wad i am doing. I can only say I am sorry. Really sorry.
Wad could be done and wad i would like to do. wad i could have done and wad i have done.
i was with you @ 11:15 am
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Yesterday was super cool :) Yup Had our O5 (Operation: Outing One on One) and it was simply great :) Many thanks to ry and sean for making this possible.
Haha ok ytd was like a 70 gathering at Sean's place (so nice of him) and we sorta like wreaked havoc in there :P
Yup watched Death Note 1 and talked a lot. Rachel (our senior) came so we had a great time toking to her and just getting together. It started with like 6 people (sean, ry, sera, ivan, shiu yuen and me) and afterwards others joined us like TY, XP, Zhaolong, Erik, Sin Hwee and Rui Xiong. Almost everyone came. Almost. So haha we had tons fo fun :) Dinner was provided (with kind sponsorship frm Sean's parents) and after dinner we were playing mahjong and cards (lolx) Oh Erik showed us e new fac dance. Really brought up the mood of the night. :) I tink the new dance is cool (all thx to our dance IC Shiu Yuen and team) and i can't wait to learn it :P Looking forward to them teaching us in sch.... Yup.
Quoting wad Sera said.... "Initially I thought today will be so sian and boring, but after coming I found it so fun... And now I look forward to sch reopening" O.o (lolx) but anw.... yes looking forward to sch! Not because of anything else but because of you 70! Yup miss every single one of u... Though tis yr will be like super hectic I guess we can all go thru tis together if we work hand in hand and march towards a better tomorrow (so cliche... by e way, tml is sch reopening.... lolx)
haha ok really looking forward to seeing u guys. As for now... haha have to pack up everything first then say... :P
Broken bows of dreams mended by endless arrows of friendship
i was with you @ 9:14 am
Monday, January 01, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
omg 2007 is here. oh man oh man. Gd yr it should be... but will be like super hectic too i guess.... haha i shall welcome it wif opens arms no matter :P
Have a yr filled wif fun peace joy and laughter!
Here's wishing everyone a happy new yr!!!!
i was with you @ 11:00 am
