Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Listening to emotional songs thinking about my present.
I really wished for everything to go back to basics... Everything to be clear-cut, simple, and all. Make things so much simpler, make life os much more fuller.
I am really really really feeling dan weird now. Got this mixed feeling of feeling happy and sad at the same time. No not a mental illness. But that I am thinking of 2 diff things accordingly.
1st: I feel glad to be where I am now. In this class, been throught wad I have, and how things proceeded along... I am thankful of wad happened to me and all these really made me stronger, more insightful, more sensitive. I am thankful.
2nd: On the other hand... I also feel sad for wad I am currently facing. Dun u sometimes long for simplicity in life? Why can't things be as clear cut as 1, 2, 3? Why can't we just be natural and all, and allow nature to take its course? Sometimes I continue to wonder about wad exactly brought me to where I am now. And whether wad i am doing is reallywad i want. Giving up? Maybe not. But i tink it would be rather hard to move ahead too... Oh well... let's juz stay where we r. and yes treat things simply. Simplicity. No more, no less.
I miss my simplicity.
Simplicity is the most complex of the simplest ideas.
i was with you @ 9:56 pm