Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Learn from the past, think of the future, live in the present.
Sometimes i juz wonder.
And i continue to do so, even now.
I am having this weird recap on all events tat occurred this year. I am thinking of wad I have done, what I wanted to do, what I wanted to get, and what I think I have gotten. Am I too far away from my own reality?
Sometimes this thought is disturbing. But nonetheless I have continued to do so. Not that I wanted, but I juz can't help it.
Feeling a bit sian now. Why have things evolved the way I din want it to..? Not denying some of the things are completely my fault. I deserve wad I get. And not forgetting events that went on as planned or hoped. Which is good. But then I might juz have this regret. I dunno wad now. But certainly it exist.
Endless dreams. Endless memories. In the end. Only wad remains, is you urself. For there is no longer anything that one can do to change their memories, nor realise those unrealistic dreams.
Though so let's not be too pessimistic and look on the bright side! At least you have a dream! Yes. Work towards it my fren. I hope u will succeed. I hope I can. For all this I hope.. I dream.
Dreams of reality trying to merge reality into dreams.
i was with you @ 8:57 pm
